Sisterchicks in Wooden Shoes!

  Praise for

  Sisterchicks in Wooden Shoes!

  “Robin has a true heart for God, one that shines through on every page!”

  —KAREN KINGSBURY, New York Times best-selling author

  “Grab your passport and expect to be swept away on another adventure of heart and hope. Robin Gunn’s writing is picturesque, like Monet—except she paints with words. It’s a story I can’t wait to share with my own Sisterchicks!”

  —TRICIA GOYER, author of Blue Like Play Dough

  “Sisterchicks in Wooden Shoes! transports readers to the land of tulips, windmills, and Corrie Ten Boom. This delightful story tickles the funny bone while tugging on the heartstrings.”

  —JANICE THOMPSON, author of Gone with the Groom

  “A sweet and familiar blend of emotions weave through this story—delight in friendships, courage to face the unknown, and the passion to savor each moment. A page-turner that sings of faith, forgiveness, God’s comfort, and security to overcome today’s fear and confidence to face our tomorrows.”

  —JANET PEREZ ECKLES, international speaker and author of Trials of Today, Treasures for Tomorrow

  “Robin Jones Gunn once again wraps life-changing truths in a delightful story of adventure and humor that confirms that I, like Summer in the story, can do all things through Christ and through the love and support of Sisterchicks in my life.”

  —KAREN O’CONNOR, best-selling author

  “Sisterchicks in Wooden Shoes! is much more than another entertaining installment in Robin Jones Gunn’s wildly popular series. It’s a reminder of what a blessed gift true and lasting friendship is.”

  —SHARON K. SOUZA, author of Lying on Sunday

  “Sisterchicks in Wooden Shoes! is a heartwarming tale of two lives woven together with the golden thread of friendship. The special bond these Sisterchicks share resonates in our souls as they bless each other in the midst of life’s difficult circumstances. In the beauty of the tulip fields, the stinky cheese shop, the windmills and canals, Holland comes alive in these pages.”

  —VIRGINIA SMITH, author of the Sister-to-Sister Series

  “Goede nacht! Robin Jones Gunn does it again!”

  —CYNDY SALZMANN, author of Crime & Clutter

  “I want to be a Sisterchick! Robin Jones Gunn writes about everyday women with truth, tenderness, heart, and soul. Sisterchicks in Wooden Shoes! reminded me of the value of friendship, honesty, history, and love while taking me on an adventure.”

  —RACHEL HAUCK, award-winning and best-selling author of Love Starts with Elle

  OTHER BOOKS BY ROBIN JONES GUNN

  Sisterchicks® Devotional: Take Flight!

  Gardenias for Breakfast

  Finding Father Christmas

  Engaging Father Christmas

  SISTERCHICKS® NOVELS

  Sisterchicks on the Loose!

  Sisterchicks Do the Hula!

  Sisterchicks in Sombreros!

  Sisterchicks Down Under!

  Sisterchicks Say Ooh La La!

  Sisterchicks in Gondolas!

  Sisterchicks Go Brit!

  THE GLENBROOKE SERIES

  Secrets

  Whispers

  Echoes

  Sunsets

  Clouds

  Waterfalls

  Woodlands

  Wildflowers

  TEEN NOVELS

  The Christy Miller Series

  The Sierra Jensen Series

  Christy & Todd: The College Years

  The Katie Weldon Series

  GIFT BOOKS

  Tea at Glenbrooke

  Mothering by Heart

  Gentle Passages

  For Ethel Herr,

  my mentor and fiend, who has always carried

  a bit of the Netherlands in her pocket.

  Thank you for inviting me to “put my feet

  beneath your table” and for teaching me how to pull

  a few treasures out of my pocket.

  For Anne de Graaf,

  for all the reasons that keep us linked soul to soul

  over all the years and all the miles. You are a gift.

  And for my dad,

  who served in the U.S. Army in Holland during WWII.

  For the rest of his life, he retained a silent tenderness

  for the Dutch. I think he passed it on to me.

  An armful of colorful tulips to all my hardworking friends

  at Multnomah Publishers who made this series a reality

  and have been true Sisterchicks from the beginning.

  (Okay, so there are a few Brotherdudes

  included on the team as well.)

  Thanks so much. I’m grateful to all of you.

  A friend loves at all times.

  —PROVERBS 17:17, NIV

  The Spirit of God whets our appetite

  by giving us a taste of what’s ahead.

  He puts a little of heaven in our hearts

  so that we’ll never settle for less.

  —2 CORINTHIANS 5:5, MSG

  The world is a book, and those who do

  not travel read only one page.

  —SAINT AUGUSTINE

  We do what We have to do so we can do what we want to do.”

  My husband has repeated that line to our children—all six of them—for the past twenty-five years. And I’ve viewed that as a fine approach to managing our family of eight.

  But my congenial support of that philosophy abruptly ended on a stormy Tuesday afternoon last April. I answered the phone and heard one word that altered my life: “abnormal.”

  All of time paused and held its breath with me. I felt like a harpooned mermaid—blinking, sinking, and incapable of thinking while submerged in an ocean of fear with only the phone to hold on to as a flotation device. Outside my kitchen window the wind plucked the bright pink sprigs of new life from the apple tree and flung them carelessly across the yard.

  The medical assistant on the other end of the phone said my doctor requested further tests. When did I want to schedule an appointment for a biopsy?

  I told her I would have to call her back. At least I think those were the words that came out of my mouth. The only thoughts I was aware of scampering through my brain were This can’t be happening. Not like it did for my mother. Not yet. I’m not ready.

  I had spent my life doing what I had to do every day. If I was ever going to do what I wanted to do, it would have to be now. This week. Today. Right this minute.

  The raindrops pelted the window, arriving on a wind-whipped wave. They came against the kitchen glass at a slant.

  I wasn’t adrift in the depths, nor was I sinking. Not yet. I was encapsulated. The water could press against all my windows, but it wouldn’t touch me. I still was buoyant with life, and there was something I needed—wanted—to do.

  I realize not every woman knows what she wants to do, even when given a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to pursue her bliss. But I knew. I always had known. I wanted to go to Holland. I wanted to see Noelle.

  For the past forty years, Noelle had been my closest, dearest, most supportive friend. She and I had shared our hearts with each other ever since we were paired up as pen pals in third grade. Yet we had never met face to face.

  It was essential for me to steer a straight course across the vast Atlantic to the land of windmills and tulips. My lifelong dream had been to meet Noelle, and now I was going to do it before… before whatever happened next, after the biopsy.

  As the spring storm kicked up outside, I logged on to the computer and scrolled through a list of nights from Cincinnati to Amsterdam. With a brave, unwavering finger, I hit Enter. Just like that, I had an airline ticket on hold for twenty-four hours.


  Staring at the computer screen, I couldn’t understand why I felt such an odd sense of expectancy. I should have been terrified, but I wasn’t.

  Five days later I stood on Noelle’s doorstep on the other side of the world, and the expectancy was still there. God was about to do a new thing. It was springing up.

  I’ve lived at a different pace since my whirligig adventure in Holland with Noelle. I think it started with the way I floated through that stormy day last April. Somehow I believed I wasn’t going to sink.

  Why is it that some life-giving truths can be right in front of you but you never see them? Or maybe you do see them but don’t recognize them as the solid, full-of-hope points of light they are. All that life-changing power is wasted on those of us who are oblivious, trapped in the routine of the day-to-day, forever doing what we have to do.

  That’s how it was for me, and that’s how it was for Noelle too. She saw the truth in front of me that I couldn’t see. I saw the truth she had tucked away deep inside long ago but had chosen not to see.

  Both of us will say that we needed to be with each other last April more than either of us realized. We needed to look each other in the eye, open our mouths, and speak the life-giving truths that seemed so obvious to each other but not to ourselves. And in the speaking came the healing.

  I do ask myself every now and then if the visit to the Netherlands truly happened or if I merely dreamed the trek. But then, to prove that Noelle and everything about her home and our deep-hearted Sisterchick friendship are real, I open my closet door, and there they are: my beautiful wooden shoes. I slip my feet into the yellow beauties, and suddenly I believe in God all over again.

  After booking my ticket to the Netherlands, I sat quietly in front of the computer, contemplating what to do next. Outside, the rain carried out its spring fling with gusto.

  Telling my husband seemed wise. Not on the phone, though. I didn’t want to say the words “abnormal mammogram,” “biopsy,” or “I’m leaving for a week” unless I could see his face.

  So I decided to bake cookies. After padding my way to the kitchen, I pulled out a mixing bowl and turned the oven to 375 degrees.

  I’m not the sort of woman who takes a long bath or a long walk to have time and space to think. For me, the best processing happens when I have my well-used mixing bowl balanced on my hip. No electric mixers for me. I beat the lumps out of my life challenges with a wooden spoon.

  Then I line up all the solutions in my head while arranging the lumpy balls of dough on the cookie sheet. Soon the scent of all that lovely butter, brown sugar, and oatmeal wafts from the kitchen, and I start to feel better.

  The fragrance fills the house with a standing invitation for my children to “come hither.” As they gather around the kitchen counter, I remember what really matters, and my problem is somehow quietly resolved.

  Only this time I knew that when the enticing fragrance raced down the hall into each bedroom, it would find no takers. All our children were launched and flitting about in their own worlds.

  Abnormal. Biopsy.

  I went after the cookie dough with renewed mixing vigor. Taking a few steps closer to the refrigerator, I looked over the collection of off-kilter photos until I found the one of Noelle standing in a field of tulips with a windmill in the background.

  You’re going there, Summer. It’s going to happen. You’re going to see Noelle. You really are. Believe it.

  For many years a variety of photos and postcards have adorned our refrigerator. Every time I would stop mid—pot roast extraction or post—milk replenishment, the images I would look for were the ones of Noelle and her world.

  How long had I dreamed of seeing those tilt-a-wheel windmills and picking those bursting-with-color tulips by the armful?

  As I dropped the dough into agreeable rows and slid the cookie sheets into the oven, I made another decision. I would tell Wayne everything as soon as he came home. But I wouldn’t tell anyone else about the biopsy until I had received the results. Not even Noelle.

  If everything worked out for me to see Noelle, I wanted to spend my time with her as unencumbered as possible. I would take the trip in a self-induced state of denial. Yes, complete denial. It was the only way I would be able to enjoy the visit.

  I foraged around in the garage for a suitcase and went hunting through Wayne’s desk for my passport. The scent of warm cookies encircled me, and I thought about how one should never underestimate the power of comfort food when faced with monumental decisions. I’m convinced that the fragrance of cinnamon and sugar enlivens the heart and strengthens the senses when a woman is in want of a special measure of courage.

  My courage lasted all afternoon and kept me company as I ran errands. Denial can be a wonderful thing. Why had I never called upon its fabulous powers before?

  I was eager to reach home to see if Noelle had read my e-mail yet. In the rhythm of our online correspondence, I would write to her toward the close of my day, and she would read my post at the start of her new day. The time difference between our two lives was six hours. She was always six hours ahead of me. Maybe she had seen my e-mail before going to bed. Maybe she already had responded.

  The rain stopped as I rounded the corner, returning home with a full tank of gas and a week’s worth of groceries. Wayne’s car was in the garage when I pulled in. I inched the old family minivan up to the hanging tennis ball to make sure the van was in far enough to close the garage door. As the tennis ball did its usual bounce-bounce against the windshield, anxiety surged in my stomach. Everything in me tightened. I sat in the car, waiting for the cinnamon-laced courage to come back.

  I wasn’t afraid of what Wayne would say. He is a great husband. I didn’t always think that, but I do now. The longer we’ve been married, the better our relationship has become.

  The anxiety was connected to my logic in all this. How wise was it for me to leave the country right now? What would be the repercussions of staying in denial for another week or so?

  Wayne stepped out into the garage. He peered at me through the windshield with a half-eaten cookie in his hand. “You coming in?”

  I nodded but didn’t move.

  “Summer?”

  I couldn’t quite get my body to open the door and exit the car.

  “Honey, are you okay?” Wayne came over to the passenger side. He opened the door and climbed in. His current position at our church as one of the associate pastors includes most of the counseling load. Wayne is a careful listener. He is intuitive and empathetic in his approach, which was quite an adjustment from the “Wild Wayne” I had married when I was nineteen years old. Life, love, loss, and raising six children had had a marinating effect on his heart. He is a big softy now.

  “Is it one of the kids?” Wayne reached over and wove his fingers through my nearly shoulder-length brown hair. With a steady hand he massaged the back of my neck. “What is it? What’s wrong?”

  I let out a long sigh and then exhaled all the details, starting with the phone call and rolling right into how I had put a flight to Amsterdam on hold and had e-mailed Noelle, asking if I could come see her for a week.

  Then I sat very still, my hands clutching the lower rim of the steering wheel, waiting for his response, which I knew could go either way. The neighbor’s schnauzer barked. The car’s engine pinged.

  Wayne untangled his fingers from my hair and said the last thing I expected. “Good for you.”

  I turned to take in his full expression. “Does that mean you think I should do this? I should go to the Netherlands?”

  “Summer, for as long as I’ve known you, you’ve talked about meeting Noelle. Yes, I think you should do this, and, yes, I think now is the time to go. The biopsy can wait another week or so, can’t it?

  “I think so.”

  Wayne took my hand in his. “Do you remember what you told the kids when they left the house?”

  I nodded. My farewell line was the same for each of them, and after saying it six times
, I was quite familiar with the utterance. I just hadn’t realized that Wayne had heard me say it. Or had remembered it.

  “You told the kids, ‘Go make your own adventures, and come home often to tell us about them.’” He smiled. “I’d say it’s time for you to do the same. Go make your own adventure, honey. When you come home, I’ll want to hear all about it.”

  I leaned over in the front seat of our van and kissed my husband good. Yes, I did.

  The next morning I woke at four. My efficient subconscious started in immediately with a flutter of directions.

  You should confirm your reservation now. Don’t wait until the twenty-four hours are nearly up. The price could go up.

  Wide awake, I slipped out of bed and went to the computer to check my e-mail. I wasn’t going to pay for the ticket until I knew if the timing of my visit was convenient for Noelle.

  Her response was waiting. The subject line of her e-mail contained one simple, perfect word: “Come!”

  Over the next four days, I took care of all the necessary travel preparations, and I gave my husband more deep kisses and tender looks than he had received from me in some time.

  I boarded the plane with everything I needed, including a sense of expectancy and a gentle sort of peace I had come to recognize over the years as the peace that “surpasses all understanding,” which is how Scripture describes it. I love it when God grants that sort of peace, because it truly does “guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.”